I leave with tears
I speak of cesarean, but I think something so absurd that I do not know where to start. From
when a woman decides that the child is too big and therefore must do a caesarean? Maybe I was distracted for a moment.
Surely if it had not existed the cesarean many of us would not be here.
My daughters first. But
birth experience is more natural that a woman can do.
The experience of life as old as the world. Why deprive
volersene without having even tried, regardless?
I suffered when I had to do an emergency caesarean after two days of loss of water and no contraction, I started crying because I wanted my daughter to give birth naturally with my husband and I believe that next to see his daughter after all the others, and under the effects of anesthesia, is not the best. I also started to cry because I had a fucking afraid of general anesthesia. I told the anesthesiologist that if something happened would have saved me. He looked at me very strange, saying that the event would have made sure to save both. But it seemed absurd that childbirth unconscious. And though my daughter was alive and I could hold you in my arms.
But this thing that a woman, for fear that childbirth is painful too, should seek to give birth by Caesarean section just can not understand it.
I always envied those mothers who returned from the delivery room on their legs, with her son in her arms. It 'a thrilling experience of life and continuity that no woman should give up if you do not why is something.
I will always have this feeling dizzy unfit for the reception of a new life. A veil of sadness and unfinished ....
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